My bad.

Sorry for not posting guys, I've been having it a little rough, not enough time to get up and think of some shit to post.

I've been attempting to do something that I love lately, I'm basically pursuing my happiness, which is photography. I'm terrible at it, but I love doing it. After purchasing my camera, I basically went a week with little food. Now, I'm not looking for any sympathy, I wanted it this way, I wanted to see if I could get throught it. And I did. So, I'm pursuing my goals, and I'm going to get there.

No setbacks will ever put me out of the race.

I feel that in this day people are starting to settle for the easy life. Middle class, work you hate but go to everyday because you want to pay for little Suzy and Johnny to go to college, so that they can also pursue a boring, simple life. Fuck that. If I'm not happy with something, I'm changing it. I don't want to work up the corporate ladder. I want be happy, and my happiness is not living just being comfortable in a dead end job. I'd rather hit rock bottom than be there. And I'm close to doing that now.

But that's what my goal is. Happiness. Plain and simple.

What's yours?

Music Helps

Explosions in the Sky - First Breath after Coma
Some mellow shit bro.
I usually don't listen to just instrumental, but I made a special exception for this band.
I just laid down, thinking about stuff, listening to this. That's where my last post, Realization came from.

Like I've said, don't give a fuck about life. Eventually everything will work out. You don't have to be rich and famous, have all the money and possessions you want to be happy. You just need to live. Don't set goals high. Sure it'd be awesome to have money, but if I'm with my friends, I'm just fucking fine. People may look down on you for being like this, call you lazy, tell you to get a job. Fuck them. I'm happy the way I am, I don't need to have a decent income to be happy, I don't need to fit into society's standards. I'm being myself.
You should be too.
I'm not trying to sound like a fucking prophet or anything, these blogs help me more than they help you probably. Overall, the point I'm trying to make, once again, is don't give a shit. You'll live a happier life in the long run.

Realization

So I've recently come to the realization that if you give a shit about the whole world, you'll be worse off then not giving a flying fuck.

Additionally, I've seen that life in itself is too short to waste on stupid, unessential things such as cleaning weekly just to impress the people that are probably not going to come over anyway, or to impress your parents who think you're still trying to make something out of your life.

I'm jobless, living with my roomate, just scraping by. I planned on attending college, but instead I blew my money on a big ass trip around the world.

And you wanna know what?

It was the best 3 months of my entire god damn life.

Excuse

Let’s look future generations and try to explain that it was good for the economy when they can’t farm the land, breathe the air and drink the water.

Look at society in a whole, see where we have come from, what we have become.